torn

Like most, i'm trying to figure out my future... it's so hard to choose between staying for loved ones and leaving for great job opportunities. do i stay and develop new possiblities to enjoy the company of those around me, or do i pursue something new and different and scary and exciting? it's hard to decide. i know some people need me, and i know others would love to see me reach new and higher places. i have a feeling some day i will be a great influence on those around me, and i want to be able to have as many opportunities open to myself in order to do so. it's so weird thinking about moving and starting a "new" life. how do you decide where the line is drawn when your life starts a new chapter? looking back in my life i can see the differentiations between those chapters, but as they're happening, it's hard to tell. maybe this will come very easily, but my number one goal in life is happiness, as should everyone's. without happiness, what's there to live for?

oh yes. some switz fellos are staying with us at the hotel. they're quite entertaining and like to teach me their version of german. i love my job!

and another thing. i saw the movie Thor last night. it was spectacular! i'm glad i took the time to see it. it made me wish shit like that actually happened. don't waist your time going to see it in 3d though, only the credits and the tornado jump out at you, and that's it.... i didn't realize the movie lacked 3d until the 3d happened. haha. but, overall, the movie was great. not once did i think, "when is it going to end?"

hopefully this week flies by; i'm going to NYC friday! i'm so excited :) :) :) :) :) :) :)